9/30/09

A Wonderful Fall Evening

So tonight I made the most perfect supper for a fall evening. Butternut squash soup and an Apple-Almond salad. This is more time than I usually like to spend on a meal, but it was pretty simple otherwise:

Butternut Squash Soup:

1 3-pound butternut squash
3 tablespoons olive oil
3 teaspoons kosher salt
1/8 teaspoon black pepper
1 tablespoon unsalted butter
1 large yellow onion, chopped
3 celery stalks, chopped
1 tablespoon chopped fresh sage leaves
1 32-ounce container low-sodium chicken broth

Heat oven to 400 degrees F. Peel and seed the squash. Cut it into 1-inch cubes and place them on a rimmed baking sheet. Drizzle with 2 tablespoons of the oil, 2 teaspoons of the salt, and the pepper and toss to coat. Spread on a single layer and roast for 15 minutes. Turn and continue to roast until softened, about 15 minutes more. Meanwhile, heat the butter and the remaining oil in a stockpot over medium heat. Add the onion, celery, and sage and cook until softened, about 7 minutes. Add the broth, 2 cups of water, the remaining salt, and the squash and bring to a boil. Reduce heat and simmer for 30 minutes. Remove from heat. Working in batches, transfer the soup to a blender and puree until smooth.

Apple-Almond Salad:

1/4 cup salad oil
2 tablespoons white sugar (I only used one because I had sweet apples)
2 tablespoons malt or cider vinegar
1/4 teaspoon salt
1/8 teaspoon almond extract
6 cups mixed greens
3 medium-sized apples, cut into wedges
1 cup thinly sliced celery (I didn't use this because I used the rest of my celery in the soup!)
2 tablespoons sliced scallions (I had fresh ones from my garden, even better)
1/3 cup slivered almonds, toasted (I only had whole raw almonds, so I cut them up then toasted)

In a screw-top jar, combine the oil, sugar, vinegar, salt, and almond extract. Cover the jar and shake well until the sugar and salt are dissolved. Chill in the refrigerator for a half hour to several hours. Just before serving, combine the greens, apple wedges, celery, and scallions in a salad bowl. Sprinkle with the almonds. Pour the dressing over the salad and toss. Serve immediately.

Although this was a yummy supper, after it was done I was really grouchy. Both of my kids were a little "off" today and I just felt testy and like I'd reached my limit. But THEN I went for a run, for the first time in a long time. MAGIC!! I was cured!! I'd only been running 5 minutes when I couldn't stop thinking about how awesome my life is and how blessed I am. It was beautiful, just before dusk, the smell and the leaves and the blue sky and being in nature for a while. I was so happy. Best of all, I came home and the kids were in bed, and Brad had the kitchen perfectly CLEAN!! I didn't have to lift a finger. Then I had a nice long hot shower and voila. It's only 8:00pm and tonight I am just going to relax.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

9/29/09

How can YOU be so sure?

Well, I opened my big mouth again. You might think my replies to Tim sound defensive (I hope not!), but it's hard to hold back because the guy who said it was a jerk to me in High School!!   Greg on the other hand was one of my ONLY friends in my High School and was one of my saving graces at that time!! I'll post more as there are updates.

A thread on facebook:




Greg Jorgensen 

laughed out loud when the Pope said yesterday: "History had demonstrated the absurdities to which man descends when he excludes God from the horizon of his choices and actions." He then looked to the crowd and said "What? The crusades and child abuse? Oh, well...errr..umm..." and then adjusted his huge hat.

Sun at 9:33pm ·  · 
Sarah Gough
Sarah Gough
God is a very real presence in my life. The Catholic church has had issues, but that does not make God less real. This isn't the first time I've seen you post something like this and I am genuinely curious as to why you are convinced there is no God. I know you aren't supposed to discuss things like this but as far as I'm concerned there is no more important discussion :)
Sun at 10:46pm · Delete
Mitch DeYoung
Mitch DeYoung
Thank you for this Greg.
Sun at 11:25pm
Tim Huesken
Tim Huesken
God is a placebo.
Sun at 11:57pm
Jeff Werstiuk
Jeff Werstiuk
The Children's Crusade was even worse, let's gather up as many orphans in Europe as we can (DUE to the former Crusades!) and send them off to the holy land with only the rags on their backs. The ones who actually make it there without dying of starvation or exposure to the elements, let alone being captured for slavery and the sex trade first can be fodder for the pointed weapons of the enemy. Yeah, nice one Vatican.....
Yesterday at 12:00am
Sarah Gough
Sarah Gough
Tim, that's a clever way of putting it; but how can you be so sure?
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Oliver Benjamin
Oliver Benjamin
what history books has he been reading? maybe he's horribly dyslexic.
Yesterday at 10:58am
Tim Huesken
Tim Huesken
Sarah... that indeed is an unfair question. Nobody can be sure. How can YOU be so sure? I think people see what they want to see. You might choose to see God in the things you experience. I choose to see science. I find the idea of God too irrational. Too many miracles. If I can't understand or explain something, I assume that it is beyond my current comprehension, I don't just tell myself that it's all caused by a mystical being in the sky. I can't believe that God exists because I have never seen or felt any proof. Most of what I know about God is what I have seen and learned from religious people. I refuse to associate myself with any religion because all that religion brings to this world is judgement, fear and suffering. Many preach about love... but I don't associate love with God. People love the idea of God, not God itself. God doesn't actually exist. God is a human made concept. I love people. I love this world. I love what I know is real. That's my 2 cents.
2 hours ago
Sarah Gough
Sarah Gough
Tim-it's so funny because when I asked the question "how can you be so sure?" I thought to myself: he's going to say, "well how can YOU be so sure?" Ha ha-well we might as well move on from the childish banter :) I just want to put it out there that there is another side-I think if you asked many believers you'd find they do not see science and God as mutually exclusive. I think often there's a stereotype that those of us who believe in God are mindless sheep who choose to follow along blindly rather than use our minds. Well, that may be true about some, just don't lump us all in there together. There are plenty of people, plenty of scientists, even more brilliant than anyone you or I know, who have put a great deal of thought into it and find their belief is only strengthened. As far as how I can be so sure... think of it like a science experiment you haven't tried yet: (see next comment)
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Sarah Gough
Sarah Gough
James 1:5 "If any of you lack wisdom, let him ask of God, that giveth to all men liberally, and upbraideth not; and it shall be given him." As far as I'm concerned, all things testify there is a Supreme Creator. The trees, the planets that move in their regular form, the anatomy of the human eye-have you ever looked at that? It's insane. Anyway, I certainly don't expect you to believe ME, but I think when you know God is real, it's hard to read stuff that says He's not and just sit back and say nothing. You know?
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9/24/09

Late Birthday Present...




Your kids got ahold of those beautiful cupcakes, you ask?

WRONG!!!

It was me. I couldn't eat them all at once but I had to taste them all...(see this post)

Thank-you Sarah B!!!

If you live in Calgary...

...you must do this bike ride in fall! 












9/18/09

September Fun

Mmmmm....September.

What a beautiful month. The days are warm, but never too hot, and the nights are wonderfully cool. The leaves turn yellow and fall and smell delicious. It's new sweaters and jeans, new classes, new beginnings, blue blue sky. I love everything about this month! Plus it's my birthday tomorrow :)

I love being with my kids. Yes there are monotonous, even stressful times (eg. today at Superstore trying to pick out winter clothing for the kids with Jesse shouting LOUD "Shake, shake, shake my sillies out! Clap, clap, clap my sillies out! Stomp stomp stomp my sillies out! etc."...over and over...) but I just love spending time with them. I count my blessings every day I have the opportunity to be here to raise these beautiful children. I love going for walks with them, climbing at the park with them, coloring with them, dancing with them, reading to them. It's been so nice lately and we've been outdoors quite a bit. Here's some highlights:



Being in the pool in the back yard for hours on end. It's not in the picture, but we were using the hose to wash some of our carrots from the garden and eating bunches of them. YUM!



Going for bike rides and lots of walks as a family and during the day without Brad-this is by far my favourite thing. We made the most fun discovery the other day, a puppy in its back yard who wants to play! He brings his little toy to the edge of the fence where we can reach it, and then we throw it and watch him race and twist and flip to get it. It's one of our newest and greatest pleasures!



Jumping on the trampoline with the sprinkler underneath. Breanna literally stayed by the edge the whole time and cried. Jesse would rub her back and try to coax her into the water, but she wouldn't budge. And yes, I was on there in my swimsuit (that barely fits now) too!



Meeting Brad at the spraypark downtown for lunch. The kids could have stayed there ALL day. We were there for a long time, I think this has to be one of my kids' favourite activities ever.



Blowing bubbles. They sure love this. I brought bubbles to the little playground by our house the other day and there were tonnes of kids from a daycare playing there. After some time I started blowing bubbles and before I knew it the whole big group of kids were running around and popping them. Jesse and Breanna had the happiest grins on their faces!

I should also mention how much I've been loving my husband lately. We had our 6 year anniversary last month and he really treated me and I felt really special and loved. He took tomorrow off work for my birthday and I'm so excited. I'm going to read my book (a great one I'll talk about later) and clean without kids (I know that sounds so lame, but somehow this seems a luxury to me!), sleep, and shop. Thank-you life! :)

9/9/09

Jesse's First day

Yesterday was Jesse's first day of pre-school. I was more excited than he was-that is until we put stuff in his backpack and put his new Superman shirt on.

I've been talking about school for a while and saying "but it's not for a long time." So when we explained that today was the day he said "it wasn't for a long time, but now it is!" I walked him to school telling myself to pull it together this is just PRE-school and only 2 hours for crying out loud! But I couldn't stop looking at my confident little man walking to school and feeling like he suddenly got bigger than I thought he was.


I wasn't the only one feeling emotional-Breanna kept crying "where's my backpack? I want to go to school too!"




I guess I was the embarrassing mom who was there 20 minutes early. I thought maybe I could go in with him and show him where the washrooms were, get him comfortable and take a few pictures. Sadly the teacher looked at me kind of funny and said "we'll be ready for you in 20 minutes." Who knew I was the overeager parent. I'm assuming this is the beginning of a long life of figuring out how to deal with the fact that my wonderful, bright, super-sweet Jesse is just a small fish in the big public school pond! (I'm sure all parents feel that way to some degree right?)


I have been trying to teach Jesse how to introduce himself, ("hi my name is Jesse, what's yours? Nice to meet you!" etc.) but instead he walked up to a little boy, pointed at his shirt and said "look at me, I'm Superman!" But on the walk home Jesse told me that he had introduced himself the proper way to some kids. At least he was listening.

When we were walking home, Jesse suddenly saw Breanna standing on the porch waiting for him. He shouted "Breanna!!" and ran to her with the biggest smile.

This is an overdramatic yet cute little video Brad made of coming home and the subsequent interrogation.



Yay for school! I love school! :)


9/6/09

Favourite Things

I know we can't take our possessions with us when we die. But these are some "things", and when I say "things" I mean 100% material goods, that make my life a little more pleasurable:

1. My steam mop:

I LOVE MY STEAM MOP!! I want to shout it from the tops of the mountains! Everyone should have one. I wouldn't have bought it for myself but my generous sister Rachel spent way too much on my Christmas present last year and bought me one. It cleans and sanitizes your floor with the greatest of ease.

2. My wedding ring:

When we were planning on getting engaged Brad was working 3 jobs so he could afford to buy me a ring and I had just quit broadcasting school (after finishing my degree) and was looking for a job. We couldn't afford to spend much on a ring. I was a bit sad since I knew I had to live with it forever. Which is why I was SO happy when we found this ring. You can't really see but it is a white and yellow gold band with a little diamond in the middle. It was so simple yet elegant and I love it because I can wear it everywhere doing anything (washing dishes, working out, etc.). Only problem is right now it doesn't fit. Darn ten pounds.

3. My first real piece of original art (so it was only $50 but it is art to me):

When I saw this I knew I had to have it. It's SO me. It says "I wonder to myself a lot". It's just beautiful, in my opinion. I want MORE from Childlike Wisdom!!

4. The knobs on my kitchen cupboards.

Sadly, Brad hates them. But I love them. I am aaaallll about color and sparkle and originality. To me these have it all.

5. My diaper bag:

My dad gave it to me when I had Jesse. I still love it and it's still just as good as new 2 kids and lots of craziness later.

Well that's it for me! What are YOUR favourite "things"??

Doing it Right

Well, my mom made a good point when she said "if you're going to do it, do it right". I got a few super nice comments on my last post, which made me feel like maybe I should keep doing this, so I'm only slightly embarrassed, and now I will continue...(until the next time, fickle me)...and hopefully do it right!!

9/1/09

Hello, Good-bye


HELLO! :)

I've been thinking lately I don't want to have a blog anymore.

I think if I had something important to say, if I was an expert in, say, economics or family home evening, and people came to my blog to be educated, that would be a good reason to have one. If I was a really witty political commentator that would be a good reason to have one. If I was talented at quilting or sewing and people came to my blog to be inspired or learn a skill, that would be a good reason to have one. If I was selling something or making money, that would be a good reason to have one. If I was doing family history and wanted information to be available for other people, that would be a good reason to have one. If I had family or friends far away and wanted to keep them updated, that would be a good reason to have one. If I was using it as a journal for my family that would be a good reason to have one. Or if I had a tonne of friends and a very interesting, dramatic life I was willing to share details of with the world, that would be a good reason to have one.

Sadly, none of those applies to me. It's starting to feel incredibly narcissistic to have a blog when no one really cares what I have to say, mostly because I have nothing much to say. Especially since I've just been through one of the hardest couple months of my life and I can't say anything about it on here. So I only blog the good parts of my life? Not my style. I'm much too honest for that, let's just say I'm much too honest! To my own detriment and embarrassment at times.

The thing with me is, I change my mind all the time. I'm okay with that. I live my life according to the knowledge I have currently attained. So who knows, I might just find a new focus and decide it's a good idea again. Can anyone give me a good reason to keep my blog, because I probably would if I got a good one!

Now what to do about facebook. I HATE FACEBOOK!! :)