One of the reasons I hate Facebook is that I want to post on it ten times a day. But I can't, because I'm too worried about what people will think: "Oh my gosh, some people can't make a move in life without updating everyone on Facebook!" You know. I am terrified of people judging me and talking behind my back (I'm slowly working on this most annoying of imperfections) so I avoid it. But oh I would, if I could. And this is how it would go today:
Sarah Gough:
killed myself in my workout this morning
has gained 8 pounds in three weeks and none of my clothes fit. Is this normal?
hates nothing more than shopping and not finding what I'm looking for! What a waste of time!
got lots of great looks from people at the grocery store today. Yep, my kids were that crazy!
spent the entire afternoon doing homework and practicing piano with Jesse. Also managed to clean the kitchen. Does anyone else feel sometimes like their life is going in a circle and never getting anywhere?
Is it just me or was my house just clean 2 days ago?
Time to give up today! Try again tomorrow!
Seriously feels like nobody likes me.
Is frustrated.
Is sad.
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Is done.
This doesn't sound like someone who is afraid of people judging her - this sounds like someone who is willing to be herself, to be human and vulnerable, in front of lots of people. And yes, sometimes you'll feel like you're going in circles, doing the same thing over again each day, but once in a while you'll get a moment when you see why, when all those small things you do each day add up to something big. Like a life well lived. Loved the post!
ReplyDeleteNext time you are having a crazy day with your kids feel free to come on over, I don't think people take me seriously when I say that, but my kids are crazy 24/7 and sometimes some positive (as in I won't judge you) adult interaction in the middle of a day like that can make a big difference.
ReplyDeleteLoved it, Sarah! -Candace
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